Sunday, February 22, 2009

sunday......yikes

First off Emily is doing very well this evening, spending sometime cleaning and grooming. The long transplant operation, extended sedation and long hospital time leave you feeling a bit on the funky side. With four chest tubes and a couple of IVs there is no real bathing in sight for her. So she is doing what she can and for the first time since last monday wearing some regular clothes. A nice change from those butt baring robes that they so elegantly clad you with in the hospital. Today Peg and Nicky unpacked the decorating box. This was packed before listing  and based knowledge from way too many hospitalizations through the years. Hospital rooms don't tend to be all that cozy, the first time Emily was admitted at about 5 years old We looked at this this little kid in that big white room with a real sinking feeling Not a warm place. So we plastered photos of friends, families, favorite places and things. Most importantly pix of Emily doing some of her favorite things. Folks coming into the room saw the pictures and would stop and really look. We still do this.  There are five, poster size montages of photos. This reminds Emily of who she is and of the things she has done and will soon do again.  Nurses, docs, techs , and visitors will often study the posters. Asking where was this or what are you doing here. She becomes more of a life loving person rather than only a patient.  There is also a string of prayer flags and misc personal items. A string of christmas lights will be next if they will let us. The decorations are personal and fun.
So to the  yikes in the title bar. Sunday, morning at least did not workout quietely as hoped. In fact it got a little sideways. The transplant has gone so well that it is easy to forget the massive nature of this surgery, recovery and real fear of rejection. The surgery and series of hospitalizations that stretched on for three months exactly three years ago are very fresh memories. I think that we have all been prepared, perhaps expecting something. Last night was my turn sleeping in the room. Peg had the night before and Nicky before that. I was up until about four and had been asleep about a half an hour when Emily gave a small cough, as I went to the bed asking if she was ok, the door flew open and in ran a nurse asking very loudly if she good hear us and was breathing. Their screens at the nurse station told them that her oxygen levels were down and falling rapidly. Not a good thing at all. They increased the O2 and activated a call for help and it came in hurry. A special nurse from ICU with a respiratory therapists  and a few steps behind the surgical resident always present on this floor. Emily by then was sitting up, dazed and less than lucid due to being drug out of a deep sleep and lack of O2. It was horribly confusing for her. The RT got some special treatments going and these helped bit but not enough. Finally Emily started some serious and painful coughing and out came a huge plug of mucous, almost instantly her O2 soared from the upper sixties to 99%.  Upper 60's bad, upper 90's good. A quick xray was taken. The fear was a pulmonary  embolism or pneumothorax(collapsed lung). Before long she was on her way to imaging for a CT scan which is one cute trick with all the tubes in place, it was the damnest pile of stuff imaginable.. Then back up to the floor. She was now feeling pretty good and returned to her room. It was
 about 8:30 and time to start the day. Turns out the air leaks are still present and she haas some crepitis( air neath the skin causing puffiness.) She is asleep now. As Emily was on the gurney waiting to a third lung transplant patient came up . Yep, petite,blond,CFer, transplant, few years older. go figure.
late and tired typed over the course of evening.
Keith
Keith   
       

13 comments:

  1. hey em,
    i'm on my way to the airport, but I have an hour layover in seattle and i will be blowing kisses to you! Stay strong, beautiful!
    lots of love,
    darby

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  2. You all are constantly on my mind.

    Love, thoughts and prayers,

    Daisy

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  3. As you said Keith, Emily was really cruising through this and had amazed us all. This was a bump in the road and Emily got through it with the strength and determination she seems to have an endless supply of. Emily, there will probably be some more "bumps", although I'm praying there won't be, and with your track record you'll sail right through any obstacle that gets in your way. I bet being able to do a little grooming and especially wearing your own clothes is making you feel more comfortable. I wish I could see your room, with all your accoutrements!!
    Keep up the great work, I pray you are able to sleep peacefully, eat mre than jello, and breathe uneventfully. May this day bring more healing for you and less stress for Peg, Keith and Nicky.

    Nita

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  4. Thanks for the update and reminder that even with smooth sailing, we need to continue to send love, prayers and positive energy your way.

    I'm envisioning Emily and one of the other lung transplantees you've described doing a "trading spaces" (room decorating tv show) in their hospital rooms and each decorating a warm and welcoming space for the other person...

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  5. Emily
    From someone who doesn't know you well, but is getting to know you better through these blogs, wow, a speed bump yesterday in the fairy tale, or at least from afar that's what it seems like. But I know from your dad that you've been over lots of bumps and you'll handle them all with strength and aplomb.
    Erik LeRoy

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  6. Hey Trooper,
    I am saying a prayer that a goal for this day will be to fix your leaks, give you renewed strength, and bless your family.
    I know how important it is for your hospital room to look like another place. They do have a special color and the beds are different than at home. It seems that you have a special club started. One that requires some heavy rules to join. May each and everyone that has had the surgery that you had receive a special blessing for health & strength!!
    Bye for this time.....we have to paint a room.
    Many blessings, much love, & much caring.
    Your Diabetic, PAC Buddy Willa

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  7. Emily,
    I am Ken Price... and the UW gave me two lungs almost 16 years ago. It was nice getting rid of those cf lungs! A friend forwarded me the blog and I'm sending you good vibes!!!
    Ken

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  8. It's always surprising that a journey isn't just a straight path and it has twists and turns. Sometimes a turn leads you to something fun...like meeting other transplant patients that look like you. Sometimes, the journey takes a twist to a place we don't want to be, like a sudden medical procedure. Dear Emily...you are so filled with desire and strength, such energy and such beauty...step by step, your path unfolds to great health and joyous, free breathing, even as it takes a twist or turn.
    Yesterday, I sat with the prayer chaplain and we meditated together, holding healing thoughts of health and grace for you. It was beautiful...very small church, with stained glass windows and an enclosed arboretum around it. Golden light pouring in, illuminating God's presence. Comfort, stillness and quiet, as our hearts joined in sending you special prayers of love.
    Michelle

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  9. I just read the note from Ken Price. WOW!! That is so wonderful, so incrediable, so fantastic. Emily you are going to do so well with these new lungs. I am so excited. I know you had a little glich this morning, but you are a fighter. Nothing can stop you now!!!
    Hang in there dear friend and keep fighting.
    Love to all of you. Colleen

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  10. still printing out all the updates for sharing. We all send our loving thoughts for strength and healing. I'm sorry you had such a scare yesterday. Tell Keith to take pictures and post for us when you're up to it and you get your room decorated! Love you, Kathy

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  11. I am glad things turned out okay, though it sounded pretty scary! The room sounds great :) What a good idea. Love to you!

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  12. Hey ya'll...so good to hear how well things are going and I can only imagine how thankful you all must be. Em, we hope and pray that your healing will continue and that God would continue to strengthen you daily. I couldn't believe when I heard you were up and walking already.I trust there is a thousand mile journey ahead of you (including hundreds of miles of rapids, that i,m still holding you to) and that was just the first step towards it. Take care.Love, Ronny Joe & Cathy..... Matthew 11:28

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  13. Emily and the gang...

    Wow - you are amazing! Not much more to be said than that. You and your family have made me think so many good thoughts in the past week - and I thank you. A few fun (less serious) ones,
    - we use a saturated-ox monitor on our owls during surgery too - only the monitors seem to work better on bionic young women than they do on birds. We try to put the IR monitor on the owl's leg - only there's not a whole heck of a lot of blood rushing through there. Mostly when the alarm goes off, it tells us the monitor isn't working, rather than the bird isn't breathing. I'm very glad it works better for you! The Vet would like us to clip the monitor on the owl's tongue. I promise not to tell your nurses that one.
    Redwall Cavern - I guess you guys must have been there. I hope... We all went down the river last August with cousin Nancy as one of our guides. She was a young singer in NYC many years ago and accompanied (literally and musically) Paul Winters on his canyon trip to record some beautiful music in amazing places of the Canyon. Well, she fell in love with the guide - Bruce - got married on the Canyon rim - with Paul Winters calling all to order on the conch. And Nance and Bruce have been living, guiding, outfitting there ever since. She sang 'Amazing Grace' for us in Redwall Canyon. Further along Adrienne challenged all to flips off the front of the raft - not many takers. We needed you there! Next time?

    Lot's more, but mostly just good thoughts and best wishes. We're all pulling for you!
    Cheers!
    Kip et al.

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