Hello All ,this is posted by Keith, Emily's dad. Well, it has been well over seven years since I posted on the blog. That's been a good thing as there have a lot of healthy days but with the serious decline in lung function these past weeks Emily decided to reactivate the blog to keep folks up to date.
Today, Tuesday the 30th of august was sinus surgery day. Yesterday actually as it is now 2:30 am Wednesday. The goal was to clean out the sinus cavities and open up larger passages so the too thick CF mucous can drain away better. A major procedure but meant to be an out patient stay. The surgery itself went very well and a lot of nasty stuff was cleaned out and airways were opened. This is a very common surgery for CFers. But out jumps the devil and Emily has had a tough recovery and has been admitted to UWMC for the night. She experienced very bad pain that was tough to control and lots of puking caused by blood draining into her gut from the surgery. This went on for quite a few hours and an awful lot of blood came up. After many tries of different meds the pain and nausea were pretty well controlled about 10 last night.....the surgery had ended about 3 so that was a long haul. It is pretty complicated for her as there are many of the good pain meds that she can not tolerate. Or they control pain but cause nausea, that would be morphine tonight but not in the past. Some good work by the medical team has gotten things under control and she is getting some hard earned and well deserved rest. Before sleeping she did an excellent walk around the floor and was able to eat a little jello. Big deal since last intake was 24+ hours ago. The really good news is that she can breathe through her nose for the first time in forever. That was one of the goals and is wonderful.
So I think the day is ending very well. The hope is that the surgery will help with the lung function issues. Hopefully discharge will be tomorrow and perhaps home to Eugene on Thursday. That would be sweet after being up here since last Tuesday and having some medical activity every day except Sunday. Emily was in good form as she went to sleep saying that at moments like this she still thinks that as crappy as it is to have a disease like CF she is fortunate to have the extra ordinary care she gets, have her family for support and her community around her.
Thanks for following on the blog or Facebook. Please comment and stay in touch. Being back up here reminds me of how lonely it can be when dealing with chronic health problems. It takes you away from home, your regular life and is very isolating. Any hello, no matter how brief is welcome and appreciated.
Wednesday, August 31, 2016
Sunday, August 28, 2016
It has been a long week. We are finally starting to get some
answers and paint a fuller picture as test results keep trickling in and
watching how I respond to various treatments.
I had an Esophogram yesterday to look for evidence of acid
reflux; the study was conclusive and distinctly showed active reflux. It feels
good to finally pinpoint a definitive symptom because that means we can make a
plan! (If you know me; I am a planner. I absolutely despise ambiguity). I have
begun a PPI (a proton pump inhibitor, a.k.a an anti-acid). Normally one begins
a PPI right after Tx as a prophylactic measure; reflux can cause serious damage
to transplanted lungs; the wear and tear on the esophagus causes an immune response
in the lungs that can unleash a domino affect of complications that lead to
rejection).
I could not begin a PPI seven years ago because I was still
battling my chronic fungal infection and the antifungal medication severely
interacts with PPI's in the liver causing major damage. CF life is full of
Catch-22's; I would have become extremely ill and compromised from the
untreated fungus so I had to stay on the antifungal thus putting me at risk for
reflux without being on a PPI…… at the time the fungus was more of an immediate
threat than reflux.
I do not have really severe reflux so we are starting with
treating it with meds not surgical intervention. (for REALLY acute acid reflux
they do what is called a Fundoplication; that is a fancy way of saying we are
going to tie your stomach in a knot. This is really major surgery, one I am not
eager to have because you can’t puke after. What is one to do if one has the
stomach flu?! Or food poisoning?! Or has one too many shots of tequila and needs
to vomit and pass out in a gutter…..These are important life scenarios to
evaluate). I am also just really fucking over having surgery.
The evidence is mounting up for the other major culprit that we
have suspected from the beginning; my chronic sinus disease. I have the sinus
surgery on Tuesday so that component will be addressed.
The next step is to let me heal and watch and wait. With this
second round of IV prednisone, treating the reflux, and having the sinus
surgery we will be treating the two primary sources that are causing the
massive inflammation in my lungs and causing lung function to drop.
My doctors are reasonably optimistic while be honest and
realist. A combination I really appreciate. I am a no bullshit kind of woman;
tell it to me straight no sugar coating ambiguousness. I hate that shit.
If the sinus surgery, reflux meds, and steroids work I should see a jump up in my
lung function. ( most likely not back to my previous baseline, but higher that
37%, re-stabalization, hopefully going off O2, and some room to work with
rehabbing up to better lung function). Then it is a matter of assessing if any
permanent damage has been done to the lungs. The odds are in my favor right now
for that piece because I am not suffering from a massive lung infection like
pneumonia, the flu, bronchitis, pseudomonas, etc. So much of this information
is new for me because I have been so lucky with my Tx; I have not dealt with
major rejection and infection issues.
The next phase post-surgery will be to try and gain some
ground with reconditioning by doing Pulmonary Rehab; conditioning and
strengthening the lungs after all this stress and trauma. (Kind of like
rehabbing a knee after you’ve blown out your ACL, but different because knee
injuries typically don’t kill you). I will start that back home in Eugene after
I have had a few days to rest from the sinus surgery.
This is not the summer I planned for after graduating from
college, but life never goes as planned. One of my favorite quotes that I come
back to often is from Eleanor Roosevelt: “Sometimes you have to give up the
life you planned in order to live the life you were meant to lead.”
This is never been more true in navigating life with a
chronic illness. Trying to find my place and purpose in the world after my Tx
has been the biggest struggle; I don’t fit anywhere. I have always been an
outlier because of the regimented and restrictive nature of my life in how I
have to manage this disease. Understanding the purpose of it all is an infuriating
philosophical journey.
Thursday, August 25, 2016
Quick Update (CMV, Prednisone infusions)
A quick update. I will be doing another round of pulse dose steroids (the IV methylprednisolone) to try and get the inflammation under control and my lung function back up. I did another set of PFTs on Tuesday and I am hovering around 31% TLC. I am needing 4L of oxygen all the time now to stay comfortable and 5L when walking.
We also did another blood test on Tuesday to check for a viral load from CMV.
(CMV = cytomegalovirus; a very common GI virus).
Okay pay attention now: my donor was CMV positive; I have never had active CMV, but upon transplantation CMV was introduced into my body. In normal people CMV is not a big deal; in immunosuppressed Tx patients it can cause lots of serious problems. I was on IV valgancyclovir for about six months post Tx to keep the CMV from flaring. So far I have not had any issues with an active CMV infection but they monitor this closely. (Once a virus is introduced to your body it is always there; it becomes dormant after the initial infection. But with being immunosuppressed my ability to make antibodies for new infections is all kinds of messed up so there is always a chance the CMV could flare up).
So, the take away from that is that my CMV is not active and that is good.
I've got a doctors appointment and several more tests today and tomorrow which hopefully will continue to yield more useful information.
In the meantime it's back to being a cracked out jackrabbit.
We also did another blood test on Tuesday to check for a viral load from CMV.
(CMV = cytomegalovirus; a very common GI virus).
Okay pay attention now: my donor was CMV positive; I have never had active CMV, but upon transplantation CMV was introduced into my body. In normal people CMV is not a big deal; in immunosuppressed Tx patients it can cause lots of serious problems. I was on IV valgancyclovir for about six months post Tx to keep the CMV from flaring. So far I have not had any issues with an active CMV infection but they monitor this closely. (Once a virus is introduced to your body it is always there; it becomes dormant after the initial infection. But with being immunosuppressed my ability to make antibodies for new infections is all kinds of messed up so there is always a chance the CMV could flare up).
So, the take away from that is that my CMV is not active and that is good.
I've got a doctors appointment and several more tests today and tomorrow which hopefully will continue to yield more useful information.
In the meantime it's back to being a cracked out jackrabbit.
Monday, August 22, 2016
Chapter 7.5 Summer 2016
Alright Folks,
Here is
the much anticipated Medical Update. (when I type that I hear the intro for
“Weekend Update” from Saturday Night Live. If only I had Seth Myers and Kristin
Wiig to read this to you.) It has taken so long to write this because we have
been waiting for all for the test results to trickle in.
Since last Fall I have been
experiencing a slow overall decline of my health. This was previously
attributed to the fact that I had surgery three times last year, a Staph
infection, a Norcardia infection, and a Pseudomonas infection in my sinuses all
while desperately trying to finish up at the UO and working part time. I was
tired and stressed out.
It turns out perhaps something
more insidious was happening. Three weeks ago my FEV1 dropped dramatically and
suddenly. My base line Total Lung Capacity (TLC) oscillates between 75% and
80%; almost overnight my TLC dropped to 38%. Not good.
(For the uninitiated: FEV1 =
Forced Vital Capacity. This is one of the many numbers that is measured when
you do Pulmonary Function Tests (PFTs), and is one of the key markers for
monitoring signs of rejection in transplanted lungs. FVC = Forced Vital
Capacity. Another number looked at on PFTs. FEV1/FVC = TLC).
My folks and I headed up to
Seattle to my Transplant Center (from here on out Tx = Transplant. I get really
tired of typing that over and over). I did three days worth of pulse dose
steroids. This is where they blast you with 1000mg of IV methylprednisolone to
beat your immune system into submission.
Let me put this is perspective;
if you went to the ER with, say, a moderate to severe allergic reaction to
poison oak they would give you about 40mg of oral prednisone. I was having 1grams worth injected directly into
my veins. One of the many side affects of prednisone is insomnia; really what
that means is being a cracked out jackrabbit. It’s like doing some meth and
then adding a couple lines of cocaine just for fun. It also makes everything
hurt. Fun times.
The IV pulse dose steroids are
standard for when there is suspicion of rejection or inflammation in a Tx organ.
After those three days you then continuous on an oral prednisone taper; decreasing
from 1-5mg per day for a couple of weeks. (you have come off of prednisone slow
from that high of a dose or else you will blow up your adrenal glands; mine are
already fucked (I have Chronic Adrenal Insufficiency) so we don’t wont to
destroy them twice over).
There are four main categories
that doctors look at when dealing with an issue like this in a set of Tx lungs:
-
Infection
-
Rejection
-
Gastrointestinal-Esophageal Reflux Disease (GERD) (a.k.a. Reflux)
-
Post-nasal drip
What we have to do is go
through these categories and try and pinpoint what is triggering this
inflammation in my lungs.
I had a bronchoscopy up in
Seattle and they took a bunch of samples and biopsies and tested me for
everything under the sun. All viral, bacterial, and fungal panels,
Tuberculosis, pneumococcal hemorrhagic fever something-or-other, aliens……
All viral, fungal, and bacterial
panels were negative; so that means we can cross off infection.
The biopsies that took to test
for rejection were also negative; so we can check of rejection.
That leaves us with SINUSES and
REFLUX.
(Or
some other mystery problem. I have habit of manifesting strange, unusual
complications; I cannot tell you how many times I have had a doctor say “Well,
I’ve never seen that before….”
Note: It is not a good sign
when a doctor says this to you. That is the wrong kind of special).
We know I have sinus issues; I
am having sinus surgery on August 30.
(All CF patients have sinus
issues; just part of the package of CF). We also know that I have history of
sever GERD. (Almost every Cystic fibrosis patient has GERD; again just part of
package from the digestive disease of CF).
I initially responded to the IV
prednisone great; after a few days my lung function began to go back up. I got
all the way back up to TLC of 60% in four days. A significant improvement from
38%.
Besides from allowing me to
feel better and not require as much oxygen use this response tells us a lot of
important things:
1) That
type of response to prednisone is further evidence that I do not have an acute infection.
(if you give someone with an infection that many steroids it will make them
very ill).
2) That
quickness of a response indicates that inflammation is the primary issue in my
lungs and this is easier to deal with than an infection or rejection.
The bad/interesting news is
that as my prednisone dose got lower my lung function began to decrease. I had
tapered all the way down to 20mg of prednisone and my TLC was at 40%. (down
from the regained 60%). So we increased my prednisone back up to 40mg and I am
beginning to show some improvement, although I am needing 3L of oxygen almost
all the time still.
We are holding this dose of
40mg until tomorrow (Tuesday 8/23) when I will be repeating a full set PFTs and
getting a chest x-ray. Depending on what those yield we will tweak the
prednisone accordingly.
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The next step is pinpointing
the source of the inflammation; which in all likelihood is sinuses or reflux or
a combination thereof.
Tomorrow my dad and I will be
heading up to Seattle for a week where I will have a weeks worth of testing
before my surgery on 8/30. My mom will be joining us later in the week. We have
a strange concept of “family time.”
The other half of Cystic
fibrosis is digestive disease. Folks generally think of CF as a respiratory
illness because that is most often the most severe set of symptoms and the part
of the disease that kills you the fastest.
What happens in CF is that the pancreas
is unable to make digestive enzymes which leads to our own special version of malnutrition
due to the inability to digest our food properly and mal-absorption issues in
the lower intestine. (meaning we cannot absorb the nutrients properly out of partially
digested food).
This means I poop a lot. I
don’t digest half the food I eat so it has to go somewhere! If you are ever hanging
out with me and I disappear to bathroom for twenty minutes it’s because I am
taking a colossal, and often very painful, CF bowel movement. CF poop smells
particularly awful because of the lack of enzymes. I always apologize silently
to the poor unfortunate soul who has to follow me in a public bathroom.
Since all of this began three
weeks ago my gastroparesis has been really kicking up, and that is probably
tied into the GERD and lack of oxygen. Shit just doesn’t work right when it
doesn’t have enough air.
What I will be doing up UWMC
this week is getting a complete GI work up. We are going back to the drawing
board, if you will. to try and sort out what is causing what and how it is all
tied together. We are dealing with a complicated chicken or the egg scenario.
I will be having:
- a 24h
Ph study
-Mamometry
-Esophogram
-
Bariun swallow
-
Complete work up with the specialized GI team
-
possibly and endoscopy
I am going to ask for a
colonoscopy. (Because they are SO much fun!!! No, they are not. Actually colon
and bowel cancer risks go way up in post Tx CF patients so I want to establish
a baseline. The last thing I need is some version of ass cancer; I mean
seriously I have enough problems).
It is going to be an exciting
week.
Monday 8/29 I will have my
pre-op with the ENT surgeon who will be doing my sinus surgery. This is planned
as an outpatient procedure, but you never know. Since things have become so
complicated they may want to admit me post-op but we don’t know yet.
I will keep y'all updated as we learn more. Thank you for all the love and support!
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